Obama-McCain debate

I went down to the corner store to watch the presidential candidates debate. It definitely gives some interesting perspective to watch McCain and Obama talk about Wall Street bailouts, corporate taxes and ethanol subsidies while a middle-aged woman tries (and succeeds) to cajole the clerk into extending her line of credit so she can buy some cheese and crackers for dinner.

Adventure Tsinelas

After 6 months, 6 countries, 2 conflict zones, 1 hand restitching, and who knows how many miles walked and rivers forded, I decided it was time for a new pair of sandals.

I’m finding myself a bit sentimental though. The old pair and I have been through a lot together — from the floods of Manila to dirt-track crossings between Shan State and China — and despite their girlish exterior, they’ve always served so well that I dubbed them the “adventure sandals.”

I thought they deserved some kind of memorial. Goodbye Tsinelas. Goodbye Asia. Hello grad school, starting again tomorrow…

Travel

Back to California, after a long, parched, uncomfortable but uneventful flight. I’m worn out, but happy to be back in my room, watching desperate flight of the last (I hope) of the ants that had taken up residence in my computer.

Notes from Manila:

It’s been a brilliant exit from the Philippines.
Absolutely torrential rains, and a completely flooded out street. (On the plus side, you know who your real friends are when you kinda really need someone to go out into the flood and find a taxi for you so you don’t have to take your bags to the corner in the rain).
I’m flying Philippine Airlines, which has its very own international terminal. Meaning, no mitigating factors for the PAL experience. Over an hour wait to check in. Nowhere to get a magazine apart from the Christian Bookazine Corp. , and you can’t even buy a bottle of water past security to take on the flight.
And then the power goes off. They’ve got some kind of generator, but it’s still incredibly dim, and apparantly bathrooms are not a priority area. Best of all, the fancy, “hi-tech” sensor-controlled toilets and faucets do not function, and have no manual back-up (except for the charming attendent who ran out to get dippers full of water).
The power’s come back, hence the wifi. But, ach, it’s like packing into three hours all the things I hate, but will invariably feel slightly nostalgic for, about the Philippines.
Next stop, San Francisco.
[editors note: true to form, the touted free wifi does not actually work. So this won't actually go up until California]

Monsoon Blues

View from my roof yesterday

It can be very, very difficult to get anything done when leaving the house involves wading.

Little Friends & Foes

This is my bathroom lizard in Mandaluyong. They seem to come standard issue in houses here, but I feel this is a particularly outstanding example of the species. Now that we’ve gotten accustomed to each other, we respectfully greet one another every morning when I go for my tabo-tabo.
On the other hand, I seem to expend an inordinate amount of time and energy trying to keep ants out of my sugar.

Working…

At the NFA warehouse in Davao City, image courtesy of Jim Tan Nuevo

There’s something more than a little ironic about sitting down to write about food prices, conflict and poverty when the cup of coffee I just bought would buy 4 kilos of NFA rice.

(Well, 3 now that they’ve just hiked up the price again)

It’s a contradiction I really have no answer to, other than to remind myself of how happy people are when someone cares enough about their lives to show up with a camera and a recorder.

I thought I should post…something.
I spend too much time behind this machine these days.
2 more weeks of class…it’s hard to believe.

I’m trying to find some kind of balance between getting too caught up in plans for the summer and neglecting work, and getting too caught up in work and neglecting plans for the summer.

This time back in Berkeley, between a trip to Thailand and Burma and a trip to the Philippines and Indonesia is feeling like quite the strange interlude. I’ve had to go directly from the aspects of being in the field I love the most — new places, new friends, new insight into how things really function in this crazy world, perhaps even some small hope of writing something that will make a few people think seriously about something they never thought to care about before — to the aspects of grad school I hate the most — paper’s I don’t want to write about things I don’t think are important, tests, stress and gossip. It just doesn’t seem real.

I’m wondering whether I’ll be able to make it through two more years.

Jetlag

Juncture. Disjuncture.
Slipping through the margins between here and there, yesterday and tomorrow, sleep and restlessness.

Home

Home is something of an abstract concept for me, but this — watching out the BART window as the streets of Oakland roll by, resuming my ongoing struggle with the cashier at the corner store over whether or not I need a plastic bag to carry my juice 20 feet to my door, digging my house key out of my backpack, and walking up the stairs to my room — is about as close as it gets these days.

I’m filled with an unseemly amount of happiness to return to my bed, my desk, my nice big towel, and the other inanimate objects that make life pleasant. I’m right back to the grind tomorrow, but I have friends and familiar places to look forward to seeing. It’s good to travel. It’s good to be home.