Still in California, Still Alive.
There’s just something about grad school that kills my urge to write.

But I’ll be traveling a lot in the upcoming months. A research trip to DC in November, a short family visit to Utah in early December, and then an indefinite relocation to Southeast Asia. So here’s hoping life gets a little more interesting.
Still Here
Pumpkin Festival
May Day


More, and more to come, on my flickr account
Marlena’s
The (semi)final cut of my series on the drag show at Marlena’s Bar in Hayes Valley:





Check out a few more from the series on my flickr acount
New Year’s Eve
Winter

I’m not going to pretend there aren’t things about California that make me want to spit nails. People, for example, who actually think talking about chakras is a reasonable way to chat me up. Or endless discussions about feelings that never actually seem to result in people saying what they’re feeling. Or being asked what my spirit animal is (actually, that happened in Washington, but you get the idea).
walking home, bone tired, the air tastes of rosemary
this city has its own consolations
Writer’s block. A fancy word for procrastination?
I just know that I’m having to rip every single word of the article I’m working on out of me like I’m pulling a tooth.
I often wonder if everybody sometimes hates doing the things they love quite as much as I do.
I spent some time this afternoon biking around, trying to clear my head. I think it’s going to be good for me to live in a place where I have easy access to open water. It always makes me feel less nuts. Even in Manila, I would go down to the bay when I felt like I couldn’t handle the city any longer. It’s still polluted and congested, but if you close your eyes and listen to the water against the rocks, you can almost forget
This is actually probably the most awkward shot I took of the bridge, but the only one that came out reasonably in focus. I’m excited that I’ll have access to fancy professional digital slr cameras once the semester starts!

